this boy was beautiful

i wanted to leave the photo of me upside down at the top so that it felt closer. like it just happened. things have happened and its gone now. petros stayed for a week and anna came too. we edited a short film called 'the boy next to me'. im not sure if i will see the boy and girl again. they are both pretty. i am spending my days thinking about what to do and not doing much. i will write a list with tick boxes next to them.
this was a beautiful boy. he wore pretty clothes and a charming smile which disappeared in this photo. on that afternoon i walked around with a white board and asked strangers to let me make a photograph. i will attempt to compile my photos. i will attempt to make more. i will attempt to build a coherrent series of events. i will add these to the list. i should have taken an address, i think we could have been friends. right now im shoegazing